DELIVERED AT REVOLUTION ANNAPOLIS 29 DECEMBER 2019
This morning, we are wrapping up 2019 with a year-in-review message. We want to return to the question that launched our teaching for the year–Why Church?–and explore what answers we might have discovered in our 52 times of teaching this year.
I should say right here at the beginning that, historically, wrap-up sermons are my very favorite ones to write. I truly enjoy the challenge and the opportunity to tie the loose threads together, and there is something wonderful, at least in my mind, when we get to the end of a long project like this and we can look back and finally say, “Ah! That’s what we’ve been chasing! That’s what all of those little steps were leading us towards!”
But this morning, I’m a bit frustrated, to be honest. Here’s why: as some of you know, I’m returning to graduate school this spring to pursue a Master’s degree in Christian Ministry. It’s my first formal training in religious work and study, and although I’m a bit fearful, I’m mostly eager to see where this road leads.
But this past week, I tried to get an early start on my reading for my first classes next month, so I picked up a book called Spiritual Direction by Henri Nouwen. It’s good so far–I’m about halfway through–but right out of the gate, Nouwen hit me over the with a proverbial 2×4. He says in the Introduction to his book that finding answers to spiritual questions is typically a sign that you have gotten something wrong. And then, he goes on to say the kinds of questions we should be wary of answering are the big ones, like who are we? Who is God? And what is the church? We started this year with almost exactly that question! What do you mean we’re not supposed to answer it??
So, here we are today, eager to summarize what we’ve learned in a tidy, 30-minute package…and it just might be the case that summarizing is going to miss the point altogether.
Well, crap.
But of course Nouwen doesn’t leave us completely in the lurch. He goes on to say that asking good questions can still be useful…so long as it leads us to increasingly thoughtful and purposeful questions. So, perhaps that’s what can guide us this morning: instead of remembering our answers, we can look for what better questions a year of asking Why Church? has led us to.
This year, we have worked through 10 sermon series. Back in January, we framed up the purpose of the local church as the creation of a community where we can belong, grow in our beliefs, and gradually become who God intends for us to be, to the betterment of the community that surrounds us. Our question–“why church?”–led us to ask, “How can I help others belong?” And we used slips of paper and a fishbowl to create an excuse to meet together and eat together. We asked, “what do I really believe, and how can I learn more?” And we asked, “What is it I’m supposed to be, anyway? What am I becoming, as a Christian…and how can I trust that this commitment to the church will bear fruit?”
In February, we started an exploration of the Book of Acts that lasted for the entire year. This book, which summarizes the life of the first Christian church through the stories of its first two leaders, Peter and Paul, challenged us to ask, “who is the church for?” and “how can we stay open and generous as a community, even when it’s scary or hard?”
We went on, in March, to talk about the importance of acknowledging the messiness of our lives by remembering the messiness of Jesus’s story and exploring the emotional power of sharing our own messes with one another. We asked ourselves, “how am I doing, really?” and “where am I struggling? Where are my doubts?” This led us to begin sharing stories of our messes on Sundays, which we did more than 20 times this year.
In April, we prepared for Easter by talking about shalom and the wholeness our God brings to all stories, including our own. We painted ceramic tiles, broke them, and remade them into something beautiful so we could remember to ask, “what is God doing with my brokenness? What is he making in me?”
We studied the Old Testament book of Malachi, a prophet who asked, “what worship does God really accept?” and danced around his own answer to that question by asking, “why do we so often forget who God is and who God has been for us?”
And that led us to a summer talking about the Stories We Tell as a church: we read through the “classic” Bible stories of the Old Testament and asked, “why was this a story worth remembering and retelling for so long? Why do we still tell it? What is it trying to show us about our God?”
In the fall, we read James’s letter to the church, where he says that faith without works is dead, not because we are trying to earn our salvation, but because we are always living out the things we believe. This difficult truth led us–led me–to ask, “What does my life reveal about what I really think is true about myself, about this world, and about God?” “What questions or doubts can I work out by putting what God says into action in my life?”
We spent October talking about the importance of grief in a community of faith, and it was our second series of the year to phrase its title in the form of a question: “How long, O Lord?” We learned how to sit with one another in suffering, not rushing to quick answers (shut up, Henri Nouwen!!), but allowing the hurt we feel to rest on the broader shoulders, first, of our community, and then, of our Savior.
And after heading back into the book of Acts, we arrived at the start of this month in the season of Advent, where we challenged ourselves to experience church in ways that might not be as comfortable to us, but which prompt more questions about what church is really for: “why do we sing? Why do we pray? Why do we confess? Why do we listen? Why do we give? And why do we gather?”
In all of this, we answered our big question, time and again, with more questions: Why Church? Because we can’t figure everything out on our own. We need one another. We need help. And when we gather, we are able to do two contradictory things at once:
- We can share comfort with one another
- We can share discomfort with one another
I’ve been joking lately that I’ve started to see my job in preparing sermons each week as an exercise in sharing my discomfort with you. I’ve made that a joke because, honestly, it’s a really scary thing for me to be discovering right now. I want our church to grow: I want more people to find comfort here, and to love this community as much as I do. But if all we find is comfort…I’m learning, well, we aren’t fully what the church is supposed to be. Why church? Because we need a place of real love and acceptance and friendship in all of our lives. But also: why church? Because real living needs to be restless, too. It needs challenge and even unpleasantness. It needs a certain amount of discomfort. Or, to put that another way, a church, a community, and people themselves need purpose.
I am a big fan of survival stories; I always have been. They are stories that make life more visible by stripping away all the ornaments of our lives that make seeing the thing itself so difficult. They are human stories, at their most essentially human.
Among the most remarkable survival stories of all time is the story of the Shackleton Expedition to Antarctica between 1914 and 1917. Ernest Shackleton was a British explorer absolutely intent on being the first human being to stand at the South Pole, but when he was beaten to that goal by Roal Amundsen in 1911, he set his sights on another record: being the first person to cross Antarctica from sea to sea. He set out in 1914 with a crew of 28 on a ship called the Endurance, and his plan was to sail as far south as possible, leave the ship in a place called Vahsel Bay, cross the continent by land, and then board a second ship, the Aurora, and escape to Australia. But in January of 1915, the Endurance was locked in by sea ice hundreds of miles from its destination. The icepack began to drift, and eventually, it crushed and destroyed the ship. Shackleton and 28 men were abandoned, ship-less, on an ice floe in the Antarctic Sea. They lived there for 2 months as the floe drifted away from the pole and land. In time, the floe itself broke up, and the expedition survived 5 days at sea in lifeboats before becoming stranded on a barren, rocky, and seal-infested place called Elephant Island. After establishing a camp there, Shackleton took the 5 most cantankerous members of the crew and set off in a refitted lifeboat for a 700-mile, open-ocean sail to a rescue station on South Georgia island. After 3 weeks they made it, and 5 months later, Shackleton returned for his crew on Elephant Island. All in all, the expedition survived more than a year-and-a-half in the Antarctic after their ship sank. Not one crew member was lost. No similar feat, under similar circumstances, has ever managed such a positive result.
So, what was Shackleton’s secret? How did he keep his men alive for so long, under such impossibly-dangerous conditions? Part of the answer has always been the makeup of his crew: when he was recruiting for the expedition, Shackleton famously valued chemistry and good humor above experience. He would ask potential crewmen if they could sing, or if they would like to perform in amateur plays. He asked about their hobbies, whether they owned pets. And on the expedition, he insisted on democratized labor, with even officers doing every chore. Everyone ate meals together. They had nightly story times. They had what we would most certainly call a comfortable community.
But they also had purposeful and routine discomfort. Even when they were adrift on the ice floe, Shackleton charted their position multiple times per day, showing the crew how their drift might lead them to land. When the ice broke up and they survived the horrific journey to Elephant Island, he waited only a day before he had everyone begin building the boat for the journey to South Georgia Island…a journey any seamen would tell you is impossible in an open boat. And when the time came to leave, he didn’t take the best sailors, but the men who were beginning to fray at the seams and grow discouraged. He knew rescue could be six months away for the rest of the crew, even if his journey was successful; they wouldn’t survive without hope.
And they wouldn’t survive without purpose. The discomfort wasn’t arbitrary; it was always aimed–however naively, however hopefully–at a greater goal.
A healthy church isn’t just a place where we can be safe and comfortable. It has to be more than that: it has to be a place where we are always being reminded of the goal set out for us: to be more fully and completely and personally human. We are in the recovery business: each and every one of us wants and needs more than just coping skills or survival skills…we need to be able to believe that we can be more of what God intends for us to be. That we can change. That we can be transformed. That there is a purpose, and a plan; that there is a captain who still believes we can make it. Who will work to make it so.
And that is who Jesus is for us. It’s why his resurrection is so important to us: he’s not just a teacher who left us good advice…he is alive, and he is working out our rescue, even now. Our restoration. The fullness of who we are.
There are three passages from Scripture we have already looked at this year that I would like to return to as we focus on God’s word for the remainder of our time this morning. Together, I think they lead us, not to an answer to the question ‘why church?’, but to better questions, about who we are as a church family, what we are able to do as we wait on our Savior, and where all of this journey is taking us.
The first comes from the book of Hebrews, and it was the very first passage we studied in 2019. In it, the anonymous author of the letter writes to two factions of Jewish Christians seeking resolution. They wrote,
Hebrews 10:19-25
Therefore, brothers and sisters, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, and since we have a great priest over the house of God, let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together (as some are in the habit of doing), but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.
The author is reminding the Jews of the early church that the heartbeat of Christian faith is the same as the heartbeat of Judaism. At the center of Jewish worship was the the “Most Holy Place,” or the traditional resting place, in the very center of the Temple, of the Ark of the Covenant, which was understood to be God’s dwelling place on Earth. The Most Holy Place was so sacred, no one could enter other than the High Priest, and then, only on one day of the year, and after a long series of purifying rituals. The focus of the entire faith was on the reverence and holiness of this place…but it was something kept at a distance from almost every Jewish person.
But the author of Hebrews is reminding these people of the early church that by being a sinless priest, Jesus has the power and the authority and the purity to hold that curtain open for us. His body is the doorway, and through him, each and every one of us–even non-Jews, or tax collectors, or prostitutes, or…I don’t know, bank robbers!–all of us have been ushered inside. Through Jesus, we are made clean…and given access.
But access to what? What happens inside this Most Holy Place? What have we been invited into? We’ve been invited to draw near to God, with a sincere heart, and with the full assurance that faith brings. We can bring ourselves to him…so he can put us to perfect use. We have been given purpose.
So what does the author of the letter say next? Do we take our turns heading in to see God like a general on a battlefield or a CEO in his office, waiting on him to hand over some envelope with our very own secret mission or job assignment on it? Not at all! God’s interview process with us is reflected in the interview process that Shackleton held for his potential crew: we’re not here for our skills…we’re here for our compatibility. Our kindness. Our ability, as the Hebrews passage says, to “spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together…but encouraging one another.” The point of our faith isn’t to come together into God’s presence once a week so we can walk out of here and spend the next 6 days alone, head down on our individual mission. We have been drawn together, by the Holy Spirit himself!, so we can walk together, day in and day out. Why church? The better question is WHO is the church? Who is with me on this journey?
The second passage I want to look at this morning is from Paul’s letter to the churches of Rome, and it’s one we studied just a few weeks ago. Paul writes,
Romans 15:1-6
We who are strong ought to bear with the failings of the weak and not to please ourselves. Each of us should please our neighbors for their good, to build them up. For even Christ did not please himself but, as it is written: “The insults of those who insult you have fallen on me.” For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through the endurance taught in the Scriptures and the encouragement they provide we might have hope.
May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you the same attitude of mind toward each other that Christ Jesus had, so that with one mind and one voice you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.
If the passage from Hebrews reminds us of who we ought to be to one another here in the church, this letter is reminding us that what we have found inside this place needs to spread outside of it, too. He writes, “each of us should please our neighbors for their good, to build them.” The encouragement and “same attitude of mind” that Jesus brings to our friendships with other believers ought to be rewiring us into the kinds of people who can live as examples of love and hope and kindness and friendship for others.
There is simply no other outcome as we follow the example of Jesus more and more closely…especially if we are following that example together! But this is also so often the place we lose focus as Christians: we figure out that we like Jesus; we might even love him. He seems wise; he seems generous and kind; his teachings about Scripture and about God bring a unity and a hopeful trajectory to the messy stories of the Bible. Jesus is worth our devotion. He is someone to follow.
And, as much as we might see Jesus and think to ourselves, “I’d like to live more like that guy,” there are other parts of who Jesus is that make full identification with him difficult. He can work miracles, for one. He lives 2000 years ago, for two. And he is also tortured and killed. The inaccessibility of those parts of his example can lead us to see identification with Jesus as a bit of a “buffet” scenario: “he has everything that is good and worth imitating; I’ll fill a plate now, and come back for more when I have these things figured out.”
But what Paul subtly reminds us of in this passage is that following Jesus’s example isn’t something we can do by focusing on ourselves, even when our self-focus is meant for self-improvement. Why? Because Jesus’s life pours out to others. That’s what drew us to him. If we’re going to be like him, our focus itself has to change from how living like Jesus makes us better people to how other people are worth sharing our whole selves for. That’s true imitation. And it’s the kind of challenge that depends on a community…because it’s not something that’s possible to do on your own.
Our lives, Paul says, are each small voices that together make up a chorus “glorifying God.” There are no choruses of one, no matter how beautiful you sound!
The last passage today comes from the book of Revelation, and if these first two passages remind us of the community we find in the church and the purpose that erupts from truly following the example of Jesus, these verses point to where all of this is headed. The apostle John writes,
Revelation 19:6-10
Then I heard what sounded like a great multitude, like the roar of rushing waters and like loud peals of thunder, shouting:
“Hallelujah! For our Lord God Almighty reigns. Let us rejoice and be glad and give him glory! For the wedding of the Lamb has come, and his bride has made herself ready. Fine linen, bright and clean, was given her to wear.”
(Fine linen stands for the righteous acts of God’s holy people.)
Then the angel said to me, “Write this: Blessed are those who are invited to the wedding supper of the Lamb!” And he added, “These are the true words of God.”
At this I fell at his feet to worship him. But he said to me, “Don’t do that! I am a fellow servant with you and with your brothers and sisters who hold to the testimony of Jesus. Worship God!”
Here, John receives a vision of heaven itself, and in a great multitude, with a sound like the roaring of a waterfall and loud peals of thunder, he hears the angels singing not just of God’s glory, but of the preparations of the Church. Throughout the book of Revelation, the Church is described as the bride of Christ, being prepared by the Holy Spirit for the day of her great wedding. And here, the angels sing because the Church is ready. It is clothed in fine linen, bright and clean, and a symbol, John writes, of “the righteous acts of God’s holy people.” The outpouring of selfless love from the church into the world is what we are up to!
And seeing this, John bows to worship this angel, who amazes him with its beauty and praise. And the angel says…”Don’t do that! I am a fellow servant with you and with your brothers and sisters who hold to the testimony of Jesus. Worship God!”
What does it mean to get where we are going, as a church? It means being wholly who we are meant to be: servants of love. Jesus opens the door for us and shows us the way…and the way he is showing us is, finally, our way home. We need not feel in awe of the angel: we are kin to him.
In summary: Why Church? Because we want to walk together towards being wholly who and what we are made to be. To satisfy that deep knowledge that we are meant for something more. To know our Creator, and to make him known by living the echo of him out for others.
Church is a community where we can:
- Learn to listen and love and encourage one another
- Inspire one another to love the world as Jesus loves us
- Wait with excitement on the fullness and beauty and hope and wholeness of where we are destined to go and who we are learning to be
But…what about phrasing our answer in the form of a question? Henri Nouwen would be quite disappointed by that list!
Well, let’s close this way, then: Why church?
Who around us needs to belong? Who among us needs to grow in what they believe? What are we becoming? Where is there a need for compassion, or for love, or for kindness in this world? How is Jesus loving others through us?
I am so grateful for this family. So grateful. May God use us to sharpen one another, as iron sharpens iron. May Christ give us purpose and hope, even as we can sometimes feel adrift. May the church become ready for the wedding it is meant for. May God’s Kingdom come, may his will be done, on earth, as it is in heaven. Amen.